...and we REALLY don't understand why. And, at least for me, I ask not only WHY some things happen, but also WHY does Heavenly Father think I can handle so much?! I was thinking this morning that every trial I go through is harder than the last. And it makes perfect sense, actually, because of our purpose on this earth. We're here to progress, to learn, and not to sit stagnant. If I didn't have challenges, I wouldn't learn how to deal with them, I wouldn't learn to trust the Lord, I wouldn't grow the way the Lord knows I need to. But golly, I just want to understand! The scriptures and prophets all talk about righteous desires, and mine are righteous desires, things I've felt good about for a LONG time, and yet....I guess the Lord knows what's best, but I wanna know too! So amid my trauma of the last couple of days, and my failure to understand WHY I've been faced with this new trial, with oh-so-many complications and no easy solution, I re...
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Today at church I heard a definition of forgiveness that I'd never heard nor even thought about before, and it stuck out a LOT at me: "Forgiveness is repentance for a failure to love." Love who? Love of God. Love of others. Love of self. We are our own worst critics, and often the hardest person to forgive is ourself. But as we learn to love ourselves, we learn to love God, and to forgive ourselves, implementing the Atonement in our lives. As we learn to love God, and love as God loves, we are more open to speedy forgiveness of others. I think Nephi had this down...his own brothers tried to take his life, and he "swiftly forgave" them. That is just incredible. And often we are slow to forgive (others and ourselves) for even trivial matters that really don't matter in the eternal scheme of things. As we learn to love others, we automatically learn to expand out capacity to forgive. And that brings blessings beyond compare!!!...
Well, it would be really cool if I did. I wanted to be a dinosaur for Halloween, but i couldn't find a costume big enough. Most I saw were big enough to fit a 3-year old, and I'm a little bigger than that. But sometimes I do think there's a dinosaur in my living room or kitchen. With all the noises I keep hearing, and the raptor walks and noises that I've heard, plus Carli is pretty talented in making baby dinosaur noises, and I have to say that my pterodactyl noises are pretty great too. Maybe I should just get a job in the dinosaur museum. Then I could have my own pet dinosaur. I want one anyways....
The sound of shovels hitting the pavement The big huge fresh snowflakes falling from the sky as I open my eyes after an afternoon nap The 50-degree middle of the night turning into a 30-degree day White everywhere The smell in the air the day before the snow comes Snuggling in a warm blanket and watching movies Christmas break Being with people I love Counting down the days til the end of the semester Baking and cooking with Mom I love the snow! Today it snowed...a LOT (well, a lot for Provo), and it just reminded me of what I love about winter. And this Christmas break looks like it's going to be the best one yet! So needless to say, today was fantastic, not only because of the snow, but that was definitely a big factor! 33 more days!!! :D
All my life, I remember the first Tuesday in November...my parents always went to vote after work. However, I only really remember specifics about Presidential elections since the first time George W. Bush was elected, in 2000. I remember the recount for that one, and Florida being the state that had to be recounted who-knows-how-many times. I remember in 2004, I worked on Bush's campaign and learned LOT about politics and how things really work...I gained a deep respect for a lot of what these people do. In 2008, I remember supporting Obama, and going to a victory rally with James up in Salt Lake when he was elected. And in 2012, I remember Obama being reelected, and me not being upset about it. I also remember people being viciously opposed to the other party, and being upset by this. Call me innocent, naive, a prude, whatever. But honestly, is politics worth destroying friendships over? Is is worth all the name-calling,...